be inspired

I just looked some blogs to make references for mine. and when i clicked the "diana rikasari's", i read this magic words ! it happened to me, as well, ms. diana. The hardest thing to do in life is to hold on to what you believe when other people disbelieve! When the belief in your heart is that strong, it must mean something. Never underestimate your own heart...:) -Diana Rikasari- i just remember how this feeling came into me about years ago, in training become a member of my ex-organization. when i saw my senior in there, when i hated him a lot, so did my friends, and it became umm.. little thing called .... i shouldn't write down the next points. LOL :D . i really support this diana's words, i mean don't think about another's disbelieve when you believe that very much. your heart shows you best way in living your life. that the heart use to be. after saw the blog of diana, i just thought that she is inspired lot of people from her blogs and words. above all of that things, i really adore and be inspired by the propher Muhammad saw. HE IS THE BEST OF ALL THE BEST! i learn lot of things from him. so do the people i inspire as well maybe. he teaches me how to do behave well, how to life well i mean in the God's way, how to appreciate another, how to appreciate other people's goodness, how to become good person. he is the more inspiring man in this whole world. i inspired by my parents and they are inspired by the propher, so, he is the most inspiring man. i just feel lucky being a Muslim. really. alhamdulillah o:) and in the end, i want to be inspired by other people as well. my behavior, my creation, my successes, my everything. i really want to show to the world that i also can be inspired. not now, but in one day.. life is once, I really will do the best for this opportunity that gave by God. i will do. pray me to get my prayers, let us pray together for our bestlife.let us be inspired for many people:D p.s : i beg you all, if you read this, please send your prayer for my foster father, Mr. Jamal, for his health. he is in hospital now getting little stroke :"( . thankyou

my tiring november

well, november is my "busy" month, exactly. there are lot of people celebrate their special moments this month. while they are happy in welcoming their special day, i become so busy in helpng them celebrate that ! i am pretty sure i would get my happiness in making another happy. :D . oke, first, let's talk about umm.. my very best friend, virgin, 's wedding ! she just celebrated her birthday on november, 10th and went to be wife two days after ! me and my another bestfriends, bc, prepared everything ! we buy same dresses for 12 people, we buy some presents for her, and we just hope in her special moment, we can make her happy, as well. we're so interested in virgin's! i mean, hello we're still 20 and our friend has married ! can you imagine how cute it is. on thursday a week before the day, we just went to tanah abang and looked for kaftan to virgin's. we, my friends and me, did some little fighting in choosed the dresses. you know, the more heads think, the more perceptions you should accepted. right? and finally we got maroon kaftan.

we finally choosed these maroon kaftans :") my bc girls, i love you <3

and, welcoming the virgin's wedding, i also trusted by her to publicated her wedding to my highschool friends. i was sooooo very busy ! and till the day, finally the wedding has its multibenefits as a little reunion. i missed them a lot ! ah, no, i loved them a lot ! look, i never feel like become a queen in other groups but this ! i mean, they are the best one ! i just want to show y'all that they are really important to me in living this life. they give lotta knowledges in friendship, caring, loving and even fighting :) i can't say more in expressing my good feeling over here. i just love them, so much ! :*

they are the best ! i love y'all, a lot !<3
from left top to bottom right (aksa,yuli, me, virgin, sani, gitta, arum,pusme, yoga, adit, aris, eja, inuk)

ah anyway, during that week, i did some business in designed co-card for trapara (my choir's training) and it became my stress week, i tought. i trusted by my friends to designed the cocard and for moduls. well, i did my best. may they feel happy or enjoy my design :)

this is my co-card design. it still two photos more, but i have deleted it :( is that nice or bad design?

the day before virgin's wedding was my bestmate, Ni Made Parasari, 's birthday !!! well, i went back to tanah abang that day to buy some presents for virgin, and after it done, i continued my trip to ibet's dorm to surprised her ! i texted her boy friend to helped me in did this plan. before that, i went to arion, the mall-that i tought good one in look for present-but no, to buy present for her. i looked for fedora hat, but couldn't find that ! and finally i buy bodymist for her. after that, i went to the dorm, met her boyfriend and waited her in her room. her room is made from wood, so when people step on that, it would be heard. some people step on the wood floor and i tought that was her, i turned the candles on and off several times. and when she came in, the candle was off ! hahaha. that was awkward and i sang her a happy birthday sudden. then we laughed together. after that, we went to celebrated in her house. we met with my mates, wudik and eek there. that was so full of fun ! happy birthday ibet ! i love you ! <3

happy birthday my bestest girl ever, ibet. welcome to the real jungle of life, i heart you,as always <3

and yesterday was the top of tired day ! really ! i joined scholarship, actually, short course from iief. i really got hard time in completed my requirements just because my faculty member :"(. i knew about this scholarship on wednesday ! two days before the due date ! my god ! and when i asked for my dean's subordinate's signature, i should asked the administratif signature first. he was so annoyed ! i can't hold my tears, and cried on thursday. but finally i can completed and applied the requirements because of my mom's prayer and absolutely God :") may my tears bear the good result. amin amin amin o:)

p.s : i love you, mom and dad, you are my everything, no offense ! love you !