I always feel that my knowledge about everything that happened in this world is zero. I often feel that I am like an empty glass, and it sucks. It makes me sad sometimes when I think that I could learn about so many things but I have no time and capacity to absorb it all.
I am kind of thirsty for a filled brain, understanding feeling, and a lot of useful knowledge and information about everything in life and the afterlife. Actually, there are a lot of ways for us to learn, I know that well. When we maximize our five senses to absorb it all, the result will be unpredictable. But the fact that I can't do it yet, it's kind of devastating. So this month, I was kind of promised myself to make use of my senses more. I want to fill this empty glass of mine with full of clean fresh water :)
Anyway, I was thinking about which aspects that I want to dig more into, and there were literally a lot! Hahaha, feel stupid enough to just choose one, right? But, as a Muslim and this month is Ramadhan, first thing first I chose to learn more about what's in Islam, to read the Quran and the meaning of each verse, to finally able to fix my HabluminAllah. My relationship with Allah. When I recite Quran and read the meaning all over again, I just realize that as a microcosmos, I am just tiny dust, you know. I am nothing. However, Allah promised that Human being is the best creatures and He privileged us far above many of His Creatures (Qs 17:70) :") . He is indeed the Kindest of all. Therefore, in order to keep a promise myself, I do read a lot about it, I try to understand it, I even against my laziness and my mindset about not able to wake up at night to pray. Alhamdulillaah. You know, everyone has their time in reaching some point that probably will change their life. However, it depends on how and when you start doing the good deeds that probably would bring you to a better life. One thing for sure, when you have good deeds to do, do not postpone it, as you don't postpone joy as what Barney says 😆
