Thursday, January 22, 2015

SOS

I am trapped in a place where my creativity doesn't grow, where my freedom is isolated somewhere, where my age is spent wastedly, where i can count the blessings of my day only by fingers, where my position, whether i stand or sit or even sleep, is surrounded by the pressures, where my mind is filled by negative thoughts, where i can feel useful yet so useless at the same time, where making jokes is no more my eminence, where i find myself disgusting because of the fakeness, where happiness is such a dream beyond dream, where everyday seems so hard to get through, where i hardly say or feel thankful to God.
Help me ...

Thursday, January 15, 2015

An Opening

Actually, It can’t be said as a welcoming post in this new year. It’s already passed like two weeks. But, I want to welcoming this 2015, merrily. Well, Happy New Year ! May this year bring a lot of happiness in our life, good surprises, happy memories for future, especially mine. 2014 was not really a good year for me, I think. It perhaps brought a lot of good surprises for others, you included, but not me, neither my family. So, i always remind myself about the words I always write over and over again, Out of Dark Comes Light. May this 2015 be the light of my life. For the sadness I felt, for  the dark surrounded, I take it as a lesson of life. HAPPY 2015 !!



So, I celebrated this New Year, with my Family again. We attended a firework party, kind of, and blended in a crowd. Well, I had another way in celebrating this new year by.. cut my hair ! Indonesian traditional people believe that haircut is a way to throw the bad lucks. So, in order to let the bad lucks go, me and my sister decided to cut our hair.

It wasn’t quite effective cutting a hair I think. Last week, I got an accident. A real accident. O Lord ! Bloods are everywhere and it hurts. I even got a stitch on my feet. Geez. It was my fault, I admit. It wasn’t the end of my –we can say- bad luck. I got an allergic from my medicine. My eyes were puffy and itchy. And it looked scary. But, everything is fine, right now (?), I hope.





It is not a new year without resolution, isn’t it? So here’s my twenty fifteen resolution(s). O Allah, help me to make all of them become real. AAAMIIIN ! may 2015 really brings happiness, joys and something good that we can always remember one day. Be ready, people ! :D



p.s : This little munchkin took a first selfie in 2015, by himself ! <3