This blog post is very special since i write this with my heart that is full of blessing feeling.
I have heard it said that you will know the meaning of your existence and you will feel blessed, grateful, and feel loved by so many people in 5 situations; the time you were born, the moment you fall, your birthday, your wedding and the day you are dead. It is true, however there is some other moments when it happen to me, personally; Ramadhan Moment, Eid-il Fitr Moment, the moment you do solo traveling, the moment you do something good for others and every time i make other people laugh. Actually everyday i always could find something (little or big) to be thankful for, but it has exception in some times when my heart feels full of loves. By sometimes i meant, it happened precisely when i am with my best friends and families.
There are a lot of happy news coming in this month and before. Alhamdulillah. May it become as an opening for another happiness after. I have always that a kindness we share, will get back to us as kindness and doubled as happiness too. Even sadness sometimes will brings happiness. In my condition, for instance, I have this one full heart that i sincerely share and give fully to my grandma. Whatever I do, i do for the sake of her. Turns out, the more i share it, i receive more love and sincere heart from some sweet creatures. Magic, isn't it?
One thing that I have always believed and become my principle, if we do good, it will surely return goodness to us through things we do not expect. On the contrary, if we do bad (though only intention), then it will lessen the good things of our life by god. Initially, may be removed sensitive, over time a valuable thing. I have been there, done that. Hence, after living the life ups and downs with childish behavior and lot of dramas, Allah guides me. He guides me to just let out of happy and good things from my self to the outside. Alhamdulillah again.
I am so grateful of my friends who spare their times for celebrating some good and happy times with me. Celebrating my birthday and indeed, my heart was full of loves even i can't hold. A thank you is never enough, i guess. More than that, Eid-il Fitr this year, i decided to spending the precious times with my precious big families. Biggest thankful of all. I finally could pray eid with my grandma, cuddling, snuggling with her, got feeded by her, sleep with her. I love being there with her and my big family.
In the middle of happy times, there is something that hit my face quite hard. It is when i see my little baby cousins just grow up become pretty and cool teens. Hahaha. Means i am getting older, as well and i kinda hate the idea a lil bit. Seeing them getting grow, it reminded me of how i piggybacked them, cuddle them and ugh, Time indeed Flies fast. Nevertheless, i feel grateful of how they grow. Most importantly is their beautiful hearts, it still feels same. They are still amazingly capable to so much loves in my heart.
Some times after i spent my times in Bengkulu, i was able spend another precious times in Wonosobo. Another home. Another beautiful place that i will always put my heart to. My Wonosobo family is as big as in Bengkulu, as precious as my family in Bengkulu. And nothing i could feel grateful for but that.
