Chapter 7: Gone With The Wind

There are a lot of things that probably changes to everyone's life. It happened to a lot of people around me. I seriously and literally have faced big waves that coming through to everyone. They have experienced a lot of things that will transform their future life in better or worse. Me as an exception. I just see the up and the down of people because of these changes, but the opportunity for me to feel the changes like everybody else, I think it's gone with the wind. I feel neutral. No fluctuation in everything. Just living the days, flatly. Sometimes it feels right but sometimes it feels so wrong.

I think in this past two years, i am stuck in a place where i walk and do something like a robot. Just go to the office, and go home. and do that again the day after and after. It is not i dislike the type of occupation i am doing right now. You know, everything has its positive and negative side. Being a recruiter, it gives me a lot of experiences, moreover a lot of various stories. And sometimes one or two, it inspires me. On the other hand, there is one heavy burden that i bear. To witness the sadness that everyone has to bear too. I rarely make some resolution on my job, and this year, i wish for everyone to have their own job, the job that they will happily and joyfully do. I pray for us.

It is always fun to have a quality time with people you haven't meet for a very long time. In my case, it is like refreshment. like charging my low battery. One favorite moment is when we talk about the present time we are living and how we see through the memories to the past, how we built the dreams and pick the dreams that happen or not in this present times. How we imagine things that happen in this present times we are doing, and it's so different from the imagination we imagined in the past. And it repeats again to the future time. We build the bridge to the future with the dreams and hopes we want to have in the future. It is like a cycle. A fun cycle.

Funny thing is when i write this post, i opened my diary book to see what happened on this 31 days in my life. There are so many things that make me laugh and sad in a same time. But for what happened that burden me, i always write "Laa Tahzan" on my book. Well, i repeat it again here.

Laa Tahzan.

 

 Roses are Red

Violets are Blue

Life is so tough

But so are you :)

In time, this too shall pass.