Occasionally

Hello everybody ! how's your last day in February? Well this date is beautiful, i mean one additional day, and it happens a time in four years, so our age is getting longer a day this year ! very interesting about this February 29th :) . anyway, today is the boundary of happy and unhappy. why ? today is the last February, also last holiday for this semester :( i just can't accept that school will begin tomorrow. i miss school yet do not want to wake up so early. beside, i have amazing holiday, well, short trip actually, last 9 days to..... Bangka ! like this date, i may occasionally come there, may be 4 years ahead? can't predict. skip that, here the stories.....

me in front of the Bangka's parliament office :")

Anyway, this is actually my first time visit Bangka. ive never went there, before, and there were anthusiastic, interesting, feeling amazing and others surrounding me. i deliberate not published my trip to everyone, just would let them know surprisingly, and it successed :p. this trip also happend without any plan, i mean, i have lot of plans to go somewhere (esp beaches) with my friends and all of that plans failed. so i prefer do my holiday all of sudden. and it just made me so happy to see my friends got shocked. haha. i had my flight at 10 am, and as usual, it delayed to 10.30am. not my dad if he doesnt ask me to come (very) early. about 6.30 i already arrived in the airport, waiting for 3 hours. thanks dad. and for spent my spare time, i decided to go to paperplus and buy this book. untill now, i havent finished read it actually, it just, like i said, all of sudden i buy this book, as well :)

this book has hard words in it, need extra mind to understand the meaning. yet this book is great :)

After an hour above the sky, i stepped my feet on the land, on the Bangka. so excited. i published to my friend that i already arrived in here. some excited like me, some teased me, some ask me for the handicrafts (surely). haha. my first impression was there were soooo many chinnesse here, mostly. i looked to the right and left everyone has slanted eyes and talked in chinnesse language. well, after asked my cousin (who already standed outside waited for me in the airport) that 70% citizens are chinnesse, 25% is melayu and 5% is others. well okay, i dont mind. also, Bangka is hot. the island surrounded by the ocean. before this trip, i lost 3 beaches that planned to go with my friend, and God replied my sadness with 14 beaches here. I love Bangka and everything inside. even my trip full of tears and sad, it also full of happy and enjoy and cheer. i can't tell all of the stories, it's already night, and my dad is gonna be angry if i dont turn this computer off. so i choose the best of best photos i took over there, enjoy :")

me in first beach, Matras. gorgeous with its loneliness :")



the road sign in indonesian, arabic and chinnesse


tanjung pesona, this is....... the greatest of all beaches i ve visited


well, took a picture in front of chinnesse's grave wasnt good idea :/

me in Bukit Sun Go Kong. so funny hear the name :p

first time ride banana boat and swam in the sea. tasted salty yet sooooo fun !

Parai <3

me in BBG (Bangka Botanical Garden)

the museum is free yet so clean inside ! wonderful !

whether it took from the land or sky, the scenery is unword yet GORGEOUS !

took this pict from the plane, on the way home. beautiful !

p.s : enjoy this additional day with we are young by glee, people ! you will feel the spirit ! don't forget say your prayers before sleep, guys. Thanks God for this additional day :"")

The Gives And The Receives

Good day, everybody ! so, how's your saturday? hope that's doing allrite :)

Saturday, blessing day of the week. haha. i love friday, for welcoming saturday. a day long just for fun, not doing some stressful stuffs, and the to do list is only have fun. right? well, i did some funs on friday, actually. i went to the last driving course, (ah gonna miss all of the things), and decided to go for lunch with Winda and Nesya. girl's afternoon, baby ! we talked and shared a lotta things about boys. heart-to-heart about the problems (mostly is love's) haha. i just felt like, thank God, you gimme the right time to get my feelings out, with them. during the lunch, we did lot of expressions, from the happy, sad, even awkwards. haha. the lesson i got at that afternoon is : sometimes you should be an extrovert to make the other know what inside yourself are, because, sometimes you just can't hold the sadness, pains, hurts alone. we are social being, need anothers to surviving the life. :)

so, this is me, winda and nesya. most of time we share together :")

After lunch, my best of my best friend, Pipit, asked me to came to her home. i asked her first to went out somewhere, but there's no any vehicle supported, so we decided to did some photoshoot in Pipit's home. have i ever wrote down here about Pipit? i met her for the first met in junior high, in first grade. we were in same class. we had no idea that we're going to be this close. i mean, as a best best best friend. anyway, she is Hindu, whereas i am Muslim. the key of the long friendship is, tolerance. of course, in friendship, there's must be fighting, crying or some drama things like that, but tolerance makes us survive until now. tolerance also teach us how to behave, to treat each of us, to understand each other, and acceptance. we both can accept our own lacks, and try to understand that we were born this way. we should thank for our lacks, because sometimes the little lacks make us become so big. ah, i want to tell you about Pipit's secret, but shhh, don't tell her i tell y'all this. Pipit is the only one who can hear and understand the words that i even can't say. do you have a best friend like mine? if you have, we are kind of lucky person :)

keep smiling like that, Bet :p

Back to the story, when i arrived, i saw her surrounded by black aura. lol. seriously, it just looks like not her. i read the book while she was cooking and having lunch. there's something i should write in here, from the book i've read : there's 3 rings in marriage, engaged ring, wedding ring, and suffer- ring. so deep. ah there's another ! from the chapter one, titled two ugly bricks. the lesson is, we often see the lackness much like the builders see the two ugly bricks in the building and feel like the ugly bricks make the building looks not perfect , and they even don't see another beautiful bricks. for an example, you build the building from 100 bricks, and there're 2 ugly bricks, you only focus on that, you forget another 98 good and perfect bricks. it means we often see our lacks or another people's lacks but forget about our excess or even the other's. what a good book, written by a monk, tittled "worm and its favourite dirt". recommended one, guys ! well, let's go back, while i was read, all of sudden, Pipit's back after the dishes things, brought her own made canvas, for her bf's gift. i asked her and she showed me what she would draw. i asked where they going to do the party, she said she was on fighting with Es. umm, another secret of Pipit, her boyfie is Muslim. and they are onto 2 years anniv on next may. i know may be in another country, it's okay to dating in difference religion, but in Indonesia, you all may know that it violates the religion's norms. whereas everybody (maybe) talks about their relationship, i feel that they are sooooooo suit. i also feel sad if they (someday) gonna be broke. :( i know kind of this relationship may not survive longer, but.......... i have no idea if they really separate :"( at that time, i did second girl thingy, heart to heart with best friend is the best thing that can heal your heart ill, i swear. thank God for the quality time.

best !

And, Eek finally came... we continued the stories, now about Eek. she is my best friend also, from junior high also, but when Pipit and i are in same class, Eek and i are in same club, basket ball. :") we've met on first grade, also. Eek had boyfie from the third grade, untill now but without any status. i mean, they often broke up and dating and broke and dating again, but if we can count the long, they already together for............. 7 years ! what a wow ! she told us about her relationship, about her feelings. the third girl thingy :) look, at the same day, i really got good lessons, that's sometimes you should give and receive. i mean, sometimes you should talk to the other about your probs, but you have to listen them, as well. after did some girl things, we finally did the photoshoot. i said and prayed for the best for us, me, them, and you all, the readers. for us. finally, we really should thank to God for the things, the lessons, and everything. :")

so, what kind of face is that, sob ? :p

Here are the photos , check out :")

me, Pipit and Eek :) great for the newbie

look at my face, lol. feels like need water, i'm thirsty but hey look, cheese :p

Here's another story of this night. well, i am sleepover in my uncle's home tonight. with my grandma, aunties, and sisters. before this, me and tata already texted by bbm, and tonight we decided to talk by skype. over the lessons above, i got a lot new info from her from big apple city. sooo excited to listen more when she back here later. see you mba tha <3. well, she decided to take bath while Bone was online. haha she decided to still talk with me and Bone, and forget about the bath stuffs. another info, good but bothered our mind. they just lemme know lot things tonight, i just miss them so much also atu tarling :D

lol. :D

p.s : try to read this post with a song by MYMP-wherever, whenever, whatever. i often read something and make my own soundtrack :p weird eh? but it feels deep. trust me and try :)