well this time, i am trying to forget and diverting my feeling to this writing stuffs. mm, i wanna ask you before. what do you feel when like everyone leave you in one time, same time, and you are alone? will you do suicide? hahah seems like i am kinda get cwrazeh !~
first, my sister's gone .... to JOGJA ! well, it is very unforgivable if she won't bring any souvenirs from there ! she went to Jogja, the most peaceful city i ever visited, to join some study trips. well, the trip held by her school to visit some universities to give the students knowledges about the college-stuffs. they were taught and be gave the information about the story of the universities and the faculties in it and the purpose is to pull the students' interests so they can choose what faculty they like most. it sounds fun, doesn't it ? beside that, the students can see the mountain merapi's activity ! the larve, and everything includes. it is fun ! oh my god, i envy you, sissy ! don't forget to bring something for me !
the second is, the trip of my mom and dad. it also fun but sounds tiring as well. they went to PALEMBANG ! okay, pempek, tekwan, please welcoming them well! they went on last wednesday. two days after my sissy's trip. they went to attending my cousin's wedding. well, actually they've already asked me to join too but i couldn't because, i still have my exam ! F ! have a fun trip mommy daddy, im gonna miss your money ! hahah not ! im gonna miss you both ! and pempek as well ! :"D
aha this is my family ! attended the wedding, my mom and dad have attended billion weddings, include this !third, my friend, Tata, went to U.S.A for a month ! if my sissy's trip only for 5 days, my mom and dad's only for 7 days, tata went to U.S.A for a month ! A MONTH ! what an amazing trip e-ver! well, she joined the scholarship program, the theme is about pluralism religions. i don't exactly know how the procedures, but the point is, she went in a holiday time ! ah congrats my baby girl ! you always success to make us proud ! always ! i accompanied her with my friends too to the airport. we made some surprise! before met her at the airport, we talked to her that we were at our own home. hahaa, the face is so funny, i mean hers ! ahhhh tata, over all the trip, your trip is the best and i envy you ! take care, baby girl, do the things by yourself, get lot of informations and knowledges and back home with a myriad of science. anw, send my regard for uncle sam ! i don't wanna be a bad niece, say him that i will visit him as soon as possible, as fast as the jet does. okay? me miss you ta :*
me and tata in Dufan, now the distance separates us. take care mba tata! dont stay too long! miss you already!fourth, the saddest story of all. my aunties and my cousins, from Bengkulu, who i told you before (if you have read, you must know), are going to go back to Bengkulu tomorrow. so, this is the last friday night, then. this is the hardest trip i can accept. you know the running time of the other trip above, this is, the longest. unpredictable. i mean, they may back here, but it unpredictables. you know like it really unpredictable when you will meet them again. for the financial side, that's the main reason of all. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i really take a deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath now and imagine that i am going to feel the loneliness. i hate ! so much! you know like you are in the crowded but suddenly they are missing and you are alone. it is so sad :"( ah inhale-exhale-inhale-exhale. i did it thousand times. may God give us chance to gather together one time, either at my house or in Bengkulu, and as soon as possible as well. i am going to miss my baby cousin and little cousins. they are best ! look, i am crying now. it likes two weeks never get enough to talked to, to shared with, to gather with. i need forever, in the earth. ahhhhh gimme the rich, God . amin o:) please safe my family wherever however whenever they are. amin amen amen.
i am going to miss y'all a lot lot lot lot lot aunties and cousins! you all are the best thing i've ever had!p.s : i can fly away as free as the blackbird flies ! ahhhhhhhh no more exams in this month, see you, books and tasks on march ! happy happy holiday everyoneeeeee !!!


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