While there's a happy, there's a sad. While there's a live, there's a dead. Well, we all have been passed the sad either happy days.. Like something happened in the last month, we lost one of our best Ustadz, Uje. my deep condolences send to his family or people who feel lost and cried for him. in other side, there's a live. the babies born to the world, also with the cries. i thank Allah for create the balances. i also thank Allah for the life i have and bringing me to this month again, my month :) Beside, the fear comes again, being old ... i really love even i want to celebrate that May is coming. beside, the fear is getting bigger because i will be 22, not anymore 21, or even forever 21.. i will face the "real" life ahead, of course after my graduation that my lecture's target is also this year. i mean, why do i always feel the fear while the happiness and joys i also always feel.. the negatives are surround me. how the live will bring me. with those negatives, i always try to fight it by the positives. it is very human being to feel negatives about everything, thinking too hard about everything but i believe and positive that this month will bring me to the unforgettable and amazing things. insha Allah ... :)
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