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I am so so so blessed. Alhamdulillaah.. Thank you Allah, thank you. It was always scary for me to accept the idea of getting old. Never have i think of happiness in that concept. Though, we as human are mortals, living in earth only as a stopover. However, life keeps spinning, and i have to accept the fact that i am no vampire whose like living forever. So, as a grown up lady, being wise is what i have to do. Growing old means getting wise. I probably not on that word yet in progress of being a good one.

I always wonder how to make some memorable moments in this live. I probably am seen as an egoist person, well yeah i probably am, but happiness in the only thing, the only reason why i keep living this (sometimes) hard life, whether is mine or theirs. by theirs, i mean is my parent's, family's, friend's and people surround's. Yours is on my list, as well. Being happy and making happiness is my on top reason to live.

I have ever read a book which its title is things i want to do before i die. I haven't finished it yet, but from its title, it is chosen from many perspectives. Yours probably is one of 'em. I have found a picture from tumblr about things most of people want to do before they die. Travelling the world is numero uno. Who doesn't want, anyway? I do want as well. Yet, it is still far from my position right now. I prefer doing another thing first, then. Having a birthday party with the almsmen, the orphaned, the neglected elderly is my version of one of billion things i want to do before i die. So, when i have a chance to do that, i was gladly, happily, excitedly hail that moment.

Celebrating the day you was born with children with special needs is the greatest joy ever. They are so cute, though they are not normal, but they are just kids, same as the others. The moment i came, i was so teary because i can feel the goodness of God. I mean they are having troubles with communication, with living, with everything you don't feel but they always thanked God for letting them live. How in the world, me as a normal creature, with complete senses, perfect physics, no lack of anything, complains hundred things to God. At the moment i arrived, i thanked God a lot. Just if i can hug Allah, i gladly would do and whisper Him that I am so lucky to live. 

We should not always see things above us, life should be balance. We should see things below. So we always have a chance to feel grateful what we have. To thank God that we are exist. Alhamdulillah :)

Last but not least, I wish them endless happiness until forever. I wish me too, i wish you too.